When the stage is bare tonight
There's no one else
Just You and me

Christmas is over, the fanfare is through. It is back to the stillness of my room, back to my first love.

When the curtains close behind
There's no pretense
I'm on my knees

Behind closed door, I show Him my weaknesses, I tell Him my fears. He knows me and watches as I cry myself to sleep.

I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice You gave to me

For the first time last night, this sentence hit me as I laid on my bed singing. I guess I've been self-centered for too long, it's time to look beyond the little dear life that I live.

 

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I'M LOVING MY HOLIDAYS!!!

Not that I did anything special, but with my free time, my love for music grew! I'm practising the piano and CELLO even more now! (Mini breakthrough to even practise cello... =X) And I'm choosing classical music over other genres to listen to... I don't know what happened inside me Haha.

Music is supposed to come freely out of you and I felt kinda suppressed before holidays so it was awful. Sometimes it was demoralizing to even play anything.... So I didn't.

How I wish I can just focus on music...

My ultimate ultimate childhood dream is still very very much alive. That is to be a performing pianist above all else. And I hope I can live long enough to fulfill that dream.

Talking about dreams! Last night I dreamt that  a baby shark bit my hand twice!!! (Ultimate random dream...)

HAHA...